after 48 years of hibernation, i am officially back!!! medyo naglipatbahay lang ako kasi dito nako magblog sa friendster ngayun. yoko na sa tabulas.hehehe.sige na lang ako.hayaan niyo na. as of the moment, i feel lonesome.yihee..ang term... LONESOME!yak.hehe.ask me why???!! kasi the sadness kuno that i felt before was replaced by bitterness. yes naman! andaming suffix "ness".hehehe.this may seem weird and not-so-me pero believe me,it's true. sus,disappointed lang siguro ako. may madami kasi tsaka konting naganap. nalalaman niyo bang i was blinded as in nabulag at nawalan ng paningin,not only once but too many times???!! pero sikreto nalang kung bakit...hehehe as an analysis to what i have experienced before, i figured out that it wasn't only the monsters' fault why i have been so s_u_i_d_y dramatic these past days,weeks, and months.malamang it's me who's also supposed to be blamed.me?!syempre,yours truly. myself and no other. if i had just been so wise to ride on the game being played by those monsters,then nobody must have been hurt. naging taya tuloy ako.hehe. i've expected too much. assuming kasi ako masyado.sira talaga ako.tuloy, what do i get?pain. it is only now that i experience such disappointment from people whom you've known to be trustworthy but actually they're the ones who hide lots of things to be scared of. they attack you discreetly until you fall back down. i pretend not to be affected. i just tend to be very sarcastic whenever we have conversations. of course, they're too insensitive to care. i hope in time, they'll realize what they've done. i won't let them know.pramis yan. bahala na silang mag-discover. this may be wrong but i can't stop myself from hating them secretly. this resentment lingers on...until now. and i really feel bad. i wish this ends soon. baliw
23.11.07
dati pa
AUTHOR: muychikuyTITLE: chillSTATUS: PublishALLOW COMMENTS: 1CONVERT BREAKS: 0ALLOW PINGS: 0DATE: 07/21/2006 10:55:25 PM-----BODY:
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