“may mga kwentong nagpapaikot ng isip, nagpapatibok ng puso, nagpapatayo ng balahibo, nangingiliti ng talampakan, nagpapabilis ng pulso, at nagpapahikab ng bibig.”--white book
meron akong kwento.
kaibigan, tara, usap tayo.
(*drumroll*…AND THE WORLD CAME TO ITS END.)
“one cannot question the existence of feelings; they are there, raw and undeniable. but one can choose not to nurture what is felt. yet no matter what they say, what has been felt will be more honest than what was chosen. hence, true realities are not built by the mind but by the heart”
haha. wat kind of fool am i. ngek. hehe. there are lots of things in the world which cause all the kalabogs and kablams and da toinkey doinkey attacks in all of our bloody hearts. haha. basta. to nurture what is felt is one of the reasons why people get so sentimental sometimes and uber(watta word.tsk.) dramatic oburr durr and oburr hurr. hehe. a basta. it only takes one thing in order to cope with life’s intimidating presents. ngek??? bitter ba??? hehe. of course not…pramis. and that ladies and gentlemen is… tantadadaaaaaan!!! ACCEPTANCE.
certainly, with what’s happening right now, a lot may think that life has been really so harsh. however, one thing that they don’t realize is that what life has to give is based on how a person deals with the challenges bestowed upon him. maygali. ang deep ngarud.(ay…hindi pala ako taga-baguio.hehe.peace!). the english-ing ha! hehe. pero, kidding aside, totoo naman talaga eh. trulaluuu. things happen for reasons. and those reasons have reasons too why they have occurred. and all of these occurrences are merely based on how we have lived up on (on or to? anong prepositon ba dapat?) our strengths and weaknesses. naks. inglisera? sensible ba sinabi ko? gali. tsk. hehe.
“stop being who everyone else wants you to be and be yourself.”
people may think that i am anti-social. aloof ba yung term para dun ma repapip???!!! hehe. sabi nga sa badingski text na natanggap kogaling kay anjo, trulaluuu (ulet) ito, at hindi eklavuuu. hehe. kasi, often times, i avoid people whom i’m not really very acquainted with. maybe because i don’t know how to start good conversations and sometimes, i feel so insecured talaga. i don’t know why I feel this way. i guess I’m just really shy and sorta-kinda-lika-parang-medyo-may-pagka uncomfy when i’m around crowds. sometimes i get embarassed din kahit na kung ibang tao ang malagay sa sitwasyon ko, hindi naman talaga kahiya-hiya. hehe. yak. anu ba tong mga sinasabi ko. hehe ulet. pero honestly, i keep telling myself na someday i’ll be getting over things although there’s a great doubt padin if these things deserve to be overcome. siguro nga, these things might just give proof to who i really am. omaygas, tama ba grammar ms.frias???!!! nosebleed to. haha.
i want to connect with people (globe ako. eto number ko!!! 0905-bla bla bla…). but people are unknown(chinokavaaa…ano ang yong lihemmmm….*hinga!*). i like people who see life as an adventure. ADVENTURE, which for me, is defined as being open to growth and experimentation at all times. hey buhey. hehe. yeboy bibs. remember “adbenchuuurs of maykatok?!!!hahaha!!!belat!!!
people.
people are people. may kanta ang d’ sound na title ay people are people.
“i am the one who believes in all that you say
i am the one who never wants to define herself”
ay. hindi nasama ang linyang may “people are people…”. tsk. yaan mu na. nak ng toks. hehe.
i like people who make me laugh-- yung mga tipong sobrang halakhak at hagikgik na lamang and no worries ang nadarama sa posu ng saging ng bawat isa. abundant sa kasiyahan(orayt…) na yung tipong napaka-anghel mo na kasi mabibigyan mo na ng nourishment ang mga growing halaman dahil sa dami ng eruption na naganap na na-motivate nadin ng sobrang in-take ng isa pang crop obtained underground. yapapap! fun galore!!! hakuna mutata!!! it means no worries!!! yes. no worries bibi. o ye. hehe.pj pumba.. :)
as I have promised, i’d like to dedicate this teeeneee weeeneee part of my entry to a friend named moja. i’ve asked him kasi to read this entry kasi it’s some kinda madamdamin. pero the favor comes with a kapalit. and this, mga dods, is the kapalit. haha. he makes me laugh kasi whenever he tells tories about his crush, he seems so obsessed (haha) and medyo…ay hindi pala medyo. talagang magara in giving gifts to please the girl. nako naman o. sarap batukan! haha!!! pero he promised naman na if I accompay him in buying the gift which he’ll give to that lucky girl sa paskuhan, foodtrip kami after!!!!hahaha!!! orayt!!!
zzzzzZZZZZZ… natutulog si snorlax. quiet lang… hehe…
hay. ang empty ng pakiramdam. parang feel ko tuloy kumanta (makulay…ang buhay….makulay ang buhay pag nakikita si MU-MA-AY!!!maygali. wers da lyt!) at sumayaw (i say HUHU! HAHA! Step into the rhythm say HUHU! HAHA! tenenenet… tsaka ung sayaw ni edu!!! papaya my parekoy!hahahaha!!!) . yak. ang FEELING. Di naman marunong! hehe. Pero if any of those isn’t done tonight, a good conversation with a friend may fill this emptiness that i feel right now. hehe. wala lang. i just want somebody whom i can talk to. ewanko. gusto ko lang ng may makikinig saken. makikinig lang ha. yung hindi magbibigay ng advice, o kaya magsasabi kung bakit i shouldn’t feel the way i am feeling, or yung nagbibigay ng suggestion on how i should work on my problem. makikinig nga lang eh. (wanted: mute person.haha) i desperately need(hayan o… nakaluhod na sa bubog at asin!) someone who can listen lang nang walang sawa sa mga sinasabi ko at super tatag in enduring the agony na sanhi ng kadaldalan ko. pang-guinness dapat kasi hindi talaga siya magsasalita. ngingiting parang aso lang! o kaya sisimangot! o kaya tatango lang hanggang magka-stiff neck! o kaya magtatambling(cartwheel anyone?hehe)! o pipitik sa ilong ko! o kaya gagayahin lang yung world renowned fave expression ni muy (wid da nguso) pag may sinasabi akong kalokohan o kung ano man. hindi talaga magsasalita (glen cabra???!!!peace!), unless my sasabihing something which is not related sa kung anu mang himutok ko, preferably, jokes to make me feel better. ang weird ko talaga. hehe. kaya siguro i depend on writing most of the time kasi this way, lam ko, madrama man ang dating (as always), inaabsorb lang ng mga papel na nagamit ko lahat ng toinks at joinks ko without judgments and complaints. hehe. anyway, kung ala talagang pwedeng makausap, mag-ba-bike nalang ako. alone. sana may lugar kung pwede akong mag-bike that won’t make my papa get mad, kasi medyo gabi na. hehe
i wish people will understand. right now, i want to feel something besides boredom and disappointment. hey buhey. layp o layp o layp....o layp. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! nak ng toks! pitik sa ilong kong di hamak na mas matangos kesa sa ilong ni… ni… ah…eh… ng karamihan sa mga true-blooded pinoy in da pilipins!!! hahaha!!!
World PEASH!!!
adios mi patria adorable. hehe. toink. =)
-----EXTENDED BODY:-----EXCERPT:-----KEYWORDS:-----COMMENT:AUTHOR: marraEMAIL: babeboobeboink@yahoo.comIP: 210.213.160.136URL: http://www.friendster.com/4005915DATE: 10/27/2007 11:04:16 PMsorry for not helping you at all.-----
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