ang creepy naman. ang mga people ha… kelangan na atang magsalamin. hehe
PARANOIA ATTACK. hehe. hayan na. the threats are threatening again. Ibang klase ito. mas malala pa ata sa fear i’ve had with _____. pero hindi… magkalevel lang ata sila. omaygas. I feel bad lang kasi there are lots of things that bug me pero they’re all kept and medyo i keep on trying to set them aside na lang whenever naaalala ko. it seems na i have this problem of not being able to express how I really feel. heavy load to saking posu ng saging kaya i’m always trying to ignore the feeling na kasi i don’t want my heart to get stressed. hehe. yak.
wala lang. most of the time kasi i’m hesitant to tell people kasi i fear being judged. natatakot ako sa mga sasabihin nila. i also feel so little of myself if i tell them how am i doing with my life kasi they would definitely think na napaka-_____ ko.
this is pride, i guess. basta. i envy people a lot. i wonder why they get worried over things which i think are so mababaw(sori) compared to what i’ve been through and been going through, kaso nga lang, hindi obvious. hehe. they often see me happy-go-lucky despite the fact na unhappy-go- unlucky (haha! watta term!)na pala. hehe. these things make me realize the disparities ng mga effects ng tama at maling approach sa buhay. anu daw? hehe
"it's been too hard ______, but I'm afraid to ___."
my faith’s being tested too. why does God let these happen? sampal na ba to saken kasi i’m becoming bad na? i guess the things happening now are just the results of the troubles i’ve mademyself. hehe. sa dami ng pinagdaanan kong scary things, i can’t prevent myself from thinking na baka the end of me is coming soon na. yikes. joke lang. i wanna be alayb poreber mor no! hehe.
first of all i wanna say that’s all! thank you! hehe. hey buhey.
"a name is written on a polished rock. broken heart that the world forgot."
brokeback?nak ng toks. haha. joke lang. J
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